SICK!

 Just a little four letter word.  Or at least that’s what you’re taught. It’s the world you use for allergies, senioritis, or when you are just trying to get out of things.  
It feels like yesterday was the day it affected her.  She remembers the day as she sat on the exam table in the box sized doctor’s office infected with cotton swabs and smelling of rubber gloves waiting for him to return.  It seemed as though days had passed as she sat there, yet it had only been 45 minutes, until my doctor entered the room with three others.  She doesn't remember much after that moment.  All she can remember are the looks on their faces, disappointment, shock and utter sorrow, which are still etched in her mind.  Their looks told her all she needed to know....  Imagine just turning 19 and having your whole life flash before your eyes.  The only thing going through her mind at that moment was: 'How am I going to tell my family this?'  


That’s the day she got labeled as sick.  Just a simple four-letter word changed her life.  

I hate you.

I hate you, I hate how you complain, I hate how you moan, I hate how you groan, I hate how you bitch, I hate the way you chomp your gum, I hate how you criticize, I hate how you fuss, I hate how you cuss, I hate how you get away with things, I hate how you lie, I hate how you complain about your body, I hate how you are so skinny, I hate how you get angry, I hate how you get mad, I hate how you talk about me, I hate how you get up-tight, I hate how you get pissed-off, I hate how you get aggravated, I hate how you make me get built up, I hate your ghetto mentality, But most of all, I HATE YOU. This is why I feel this way.... & once again WHY I HATE YOU!!!!!!!

twenty.

Things to do in my twentieth year:

I. Make a time capsule
II. Go skydiving ✓
III. Learn to snowboard
IV. Take a road trip with friends ✓ 

V. Learn piano✓
VI. Volunteer somewhere ✓ 

VII. Start a piggy bank ✓

VIII. Try out vegetarianism for 20 days
IX. Join a sorority ✓ 

X. Meet new people & become friends ✓ 

XI. Learn to cook well ✓ 

XII. Get my noose re-pierced ✓

XIII. Layout / nap on the IU lawn ✓ 
XIV. Make a Youtube video ✓ 

XV. Go on a date with someone I like ✓

XVI. Achieve my ideal weight
XVII. Learn to horseback ride ✓ 

XVIII. Resign from a job I don't like ✓

XIX. Go rock climbing ✓

XX. Go ice skating

Completed 15 out of the 20, lets see if I can get all 21 next year. =]